Friday, June 27, 2008

最後一天在美國

恐懼滲入我的夢中
肌肉酸痛

去年逃離研究所那種壓力之後
自以為我將要去人間天堂住一年
充滿期待愉快

現在卻覺得這沒什麼了

My life is the same although here is paradise.
Only the difference is that I find I love traveling.

人生十之八九充滿苦難
I can realize it more and more but I don't know why

I am usually not happy~ always feel sad.
I don't know why......

People like me and I love my people.
Why do I feel fuck sad easily?
guilty about myself

Now I understand why I love traveling.
Because I force my life to be busy. Do something special..
In normal and happy life, why can't I find my happiness.
Iam such a superficial person.

Now I don't wanna crime anything.
I will take off the fake simle from the face.
You will see me deeply and directly.
This is my only hope before going back.

寫英文寫中文都一樣
= = 哈哈 膚淺的傢伙

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

"Why do I feel fuck sad easily?"

Waaaahhhhh?!

It's natural to feel sad when you move somewhere, live there, make friends there, and then leave. Smile knowing that where you are returning to you have many friends and a loving family.

I will miss you a lot Mars. When I do eventually goto Taiwan, the main reason will be to see you again. ;)

mars sun said...

oh thanks ~
Chris, you are really stweet.
keep in mind, I will

Anonymous said...

I also feel sad sometimes even though I have been here almost three years.

I do love traveling. and I know, as long as I can keep running forward, I will have more courage.

Alaska, I am coming!

mars sun said...

You're mature when you are in America. I also want to learn some courage during this year. I feel I get some, and probably I need more.

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